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Its taken me a very long time to write on this blog..too long...one coz i've got so many things to do..and two, am not a blog slave..I've seen people writing their blog almost everyday..day in day out...rain or shine..it has become a chore or burden. Where's the fun of doing...i just finished reading " How to be Rich" by Don Trump..the supremo of Apprentice. One of his advise is do something you're really passionate about..its not about the money..its bcoz ur love doing wat ur doing..full stop...but if one loves to write or spill their guts on blog,..than by all mean..nobody is stopping you...And i have yet to determine..wat am i going to do in the next 5-10 yrs time...something i'm really passionate about..something i really believed in..and time is running out...As the CEO of Scan Asso Bhd told me..."Bro, you need to do some deep thinking on wat ur gonna do...ur not that young anymore...u got at least 2-3 yrs before its too late to do anything and ur stuck in a rut forever"

That conversation..really made me thinking..Pre mid life crisis maybe..hahaha..and one of that simptom was when i became an amateur paparazzi...Last monday..driving to the office...before going into the SmartTag lane...a black C200 Merc suddenly overtake me..she put up her hand as a gesture..and i waved back to give way...then I saw the car plate..EJA78...shit...is that eja roda impian girl...drool..drool..drool...After getting my composure..i whipped out my nokia..babe..its time for u to shine and make my investment worth it...manage to snap a close up on the car plate...And that was my 1st symptom of pre-mid life crisis...

The End

am i a shopaholic?

no i'm not...and some frens dont believe me...

You're a Window Shopper!

You know that shopping's a blast, but you prefer to save your money You hardly ever give into an impulse buy, unless it's a total steal You've always got the most money of your friends - and you never have to borrow And you've got a nice wardrobe too ... of classic pieces that last years!

Are You a Shopaholic?

but i have a fren who is a shopaholic. and her name is lilie. and also another friend, sabrina. and when they went shopping, they would just grab and pay (aku exagerate ker ni?)

but anyway sometimes, i can turn into a shopaholic. like 1-2 mths ago, i was soooo into online shopping and i got myself 3 new bags, etc etc

apa kau rasa....

lama tak update kan? nak buat camne....'busy' sangatkan. anyway...apa yg ko rasa bila:

case 1
u request ur staff to email u the softcopy of a letter becoz u want to do something editing. after nearly an hour he ask u " Puan, mcm mana nak attach file ni?"

pah rasa
ok lar...my mistake kot, kat sini penggunaan email outlook adalah pada tahap 0.001%

case 2
u request the same staff to copy another file into ur thumbdrive (note: penggunaan thumbdrive adalah sgt berleluasa disini, so shudnt be a prob). after a while, ur staff said " Puan, ni ade banyak ni, saya susah nak copy surat tuh. Puan tgk la yer kat page 39". and i was like" hah??" and kept thinking...surat 2 page apa hal sampai page 39 plak. and i got the shock of my life. tajuk file - 'surat menyurat ke K***'. click open the file...and woooooooooooo apa 50 pages ni. surat dr zaman tok kadok 2004 until now to one particular agency all in one word file. on another day, i took his thumbdrive to copy a file. found a word file 'memo'...and again...all memo back in 2004 until now...all in one word document. concept yg digunakan adalah, guna isi and tajuk lama just tukor tarikh dan apa2 yg patut.

pah rasa
tak tau nak rasa apa dah. nak suh derang buat sistematik folder, one letter one file etc etc...rasa mcm impossible sbb makin melambatkan kerja. i mean this is ppl yg dah nak dekat pencen and dah keje sini for like 5 - 10 yrs. erghhh.....what i do now is i re-type the letter/memo myself. lgpun kemaruk dah lama tak guna words ngan excel...baik re-type....lg cepat dr mintak softcopy. i am not complaining or mengutuk..but serius kesian kan.

case 3
i did some changes to our format memo. simple changes like heading, to, from, subj and font arial. the same staff susah betol nak follow...he still use the same old heading and font Times New Roman. i dont like letter/memo i sign written in TNR. after a while baru he make the initiative to copy my format into his thumbdrive. one fine day, i got one memo to sign. bahagian atas font Arial with exactly my format. bahagian bawah kat body...TNr....arghhhhhhhhh....huduh huduh!!! jatuh imej babe kalau sign

pah rasa
takde perasaan

*ni baru 3 case....belom lg case2 kecik yg kekadang i have to close one eye and sign. kat sini jenis terus print atas letterhead...memula tuh mmg i would ask them to change some tatabahasa nyer mistake. a very simple and minor mistake. tp kalau dah asyik2 buat.....tak larat dah ni....sign jer ler buat tak nampak. am i being irresponsible??

re-posting bali entry

this is the Bali entry yg ditarik balik few months ago atas sebab2 keselamatan. will upload the pixs later...or you can visit SNAP IT for pixs uploaded by mr evil months and months ago

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The Adventure

white-water rafting

this is the best activity we had during the trip...the 1st (2nd day) and the best. i personally like the boom-boom part....boom-boom is where u must held tight to the rope becoz we will hit the river stone and it will go bouncy bouncy...and i mean big bouncy. sometimes kena lalu small waterfalls...and splash attack at the other boat. just imagine the shouting and the fun we had. dalam tv nampak mcm dangerous jer. i can do this over and over again but i cannot tahan the 'batu-caves-look-alike-stairs' tht we have to climb up and down to the river..penat seh!!!

Dolphin tour

kukeciwa...i am really looking forward to this adventure. dah la kena bangun awal to start the early journey. kol 6 pagi dah kena standby kat boat yg ala2 kayak tuh. dear dolphin, kenapa ko tak muncul. do u know how i'm scared of the sea. dah ler kena naik boat ala2 kayak sampai ke tengah laut...tp u didnt turn up. ku keciwa!!!! sekian

Scuba-Diving and Jet ski

this is a last minute decision by us. supposedly, snorkelling for him and glass bottom boat for me (read: me so scared of the sea so naik boat jer ler). bila sampai jer kat tpt activity tuh and setelah dibatu api oleh staff kat situ...we decided to do scuba diving. yeah!! me = scuba diving...giler!! pak hendri try dpt kan best package for us...so staff kat situ bagi scuba diving, jet ski and para sailing. tp me dont want para sailing takut tangan tak kuat. jet ski was fun...ala ala naik motor...vroom vroommmmm....bouncy bouncy jugak bila kena lawan ngan ombak laut. scuba diving plak ok la...ihihih...this is my 2nd attempt for scuba diving. the 1st one is during my training bomba which is just dalam pool (read: air takder perasa)..mmg seronok dpt jalan2 dlm pool tuh. but this time around kat taman laut tuh...seriously i cannot tahan the salty sea water. so i was down there for just like 15 minutes or less. itupun dah setelah beberapa kali dipujuk oleh divemaster yg macho itu...hahahaha. dengan pressure kat telinga dah makin kuat and air masin..fuhh...so vcd scuba diving yg derang buat pelakon utamanyer ialah mr evil. giler posing tepi coral!!! me pelakon pembantu jerk...bluerkkk!! anyway, i'm proud of myself...i am always scared of the sea so the less-than-15-minutes adveture down there is really a lifetime experience.

overall, as mention above the best activity is white water rafting, 2nd jet ski...3 rd scuba dive and lastly dolphin tour (if only u turn up mr dolphin kalau tak sure dah number 2)

The Monkeys @ Uluwatu

ader org tuh dpt kawan baru kat sana. ahdik monkey tuh tak mo bangun2 dr mr evil. one of the monkey manage to climb over me while i was busy snapping mr evil precious moments wif his new frens. but since i got shock and shouted...monkey tuh pun terperanjat and cabut. tu la sapa suh terjah!!!

shoot....pak hendri manage to capture this!! i was busy posing for the camera and suddenly bapak monkey lalu tepi...sapa tak takut!!!

The Food
we are lucky becoz we have pak hendri....though he is not a muslim but he would bring us to try out varieties of halal foods. setengah org cakap susah makan kat bali asyik2 nasi padang. but for us its not a prob. anyway, this is my fav, sate kambing makan ngan nasi impit and sup tulang. kuah satay kambing tu sangat sedap!!

tauhu at tahu cafe. the owner is very creative...dia jual tauhu jer...mcm2 style cooking. tak sangka plak boleh kenyang makan tauhu.

seafood at jimbaran. mmg best...berderetkedai seafood ala2 kat bagan lalang. tp rules kat situ...semua kedai kena grill..tak leh masak sweet sour ker kukus ker except for sotong boleh jugak kalau nak goreng tepung. kata pak hendri derang buat rules gitu utk bg business utk gerai2 semua...yerlah kalau kena masak berkuah...mesti ader kedai yg masak kurang sedap so no business plak nanti. anyway, ader org tuh ader hati lagi nak order lobster...hahhaha...sib baik tak order. giler kenyang!!! dengan air kelapa dia yg besor nak mampus tuh lagik!

lunch after scuba diving, lapar tak ingat. we had our lunch at restorang minang. kat situ derang akan serve semua lauk pauk yg derang jual...tp kita bayar ikut apa yg kiter makan sajer. let say ader 3 ketol ayam pop...kiter makan 2 ketol...maka 2 ketol la dia charge. sayur mcm pucuk ubi dia bagi free. pak hendri kata this is the first time he saw me eating a lot!! hahahah....i had two pieces of ayam pop (ayam kpg goreng), sambal tumis bilis petai, one big paru goreng and sayur pucuk ubi. mr evil lak 2 pieces of ayam pop, 1 piece of ayam bakar etc etc!

introducing empek-empek...makanan palembang. my mum selalu gak buat empek2 but this one is a diff one. this is called empek2 lenggang (lenggang ngan telur). pak hendri kata empek2 ader macam2 jenis and this is one of it. makan ngan mee yg ala2 maggie...kuah nyer plak sweet sour pedas2.

overall, my most fav is sate kambing and next is empek2 lenggang. pehtu layan minum fruit tea. more pixs will be uploaded at cheeky bites

The Relaxation

Our 1st spa is at lovina (kat tpt dolphin tak muncul tuh). and masa last day, pak hendri bawak gi spa kat baliwis plak...ni lagi lama 3 jam. siap dpt facial free lagi tp not my type la sbb dia guna cream based product so agak oily plak muka.

b4 goin to the airport, pak hendri bawak lepak kat ritz carlton. both pak hendri and mr evil siap terlelap lagi!! nak overnight kat situ mahal giler so a few hours nap pun ok ler. byk japanese yg dok situ. lepak kat sini rasa mcm rich and fames plak...bluerkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. thanks pak hendri!!

The Departure
Pergi satu beg yach...balik 3 beg, 1 beg pack, 1 plestik beg and 1 kotak. sekian, terima kasih.
p/s: nasi goreng ngan satay ayam air asia sedap gak erk

overall, we had so much fun. pak hendri was great. he is not the ordinary tourist guide but a friend. with the extra activities he gave us...some of the meals that we supposed to pay but he insisted on paying. oh did i mention that we have to go to kintamani twice becoz our 1st trip tak nampak view becoz of the fog. and the journey to-and-fro took us 4 hours. kalau tourist guide lain musti dia buat tak kisah. but not pak hendri...dia rasa sooo bersalah. we're so lucky that we got him. he used to be fulltime tourist guide but not anymore sbb dah ader business sendrik. cuma kalau ader member mintak tolong and he is free, baru dia took the offer. thank you pak hendri and kareng*ang.

ops...lupa citer pasal The Shopping...harus la buat spesel entry kan...ha ha ha...chow

banana frapuccino

Evil's Sleeping Pills updated

p/s: i wonder if ppl know abt the existence of ur new blog dear

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I hate Starbucks Ala....the guy lied to me abt the banana frapucino...and i end up having chocolate frapucino which is not bad also lah. but still...i demand banana frapucino!!!

ok lah...i wanna join enjoy mr pierre andre on G&G...ahahahah

phone conversation

this is my phone conversation wif my 8 yrs old niece

me: bla bla bla
she: bla bla bla
me: nanti u cakap kat tok umi i dah pakai besi kat gigi
she: u pakai braces ke?
me: eh a'ah la...mana u tau?
she: i teka aje
me: pandai la u
she: u punye braces tuh mcm WILLIE WONKA punya tak?
me: hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh??????????

secret recipe hangout (tiru ina)

last nite was our girls day out (tiru lagi) at secret recipe MV....it was so damn great sbb dah lama giler tak hang out mcm tuh. setakat lepak kat mamak p9 tuh tak leh gelak tahap menjerit!! me as usual....yg paling jauh and yet paling cepat sampai...wuteva. of course yesterday mangsa kutukan..kejian...goes to soon-to-be-mrs-lilie aka 12k. thanks a lot lilie...serious dah lama tak gelak mcm smalam.

and by the way sab, i didnt hilang just like that, after having 2 glasses of green apple kasturi...$%$%^&^.....then saw lilie and yanie pusing2 takde keje dlm JJ.....then suddenly everything went kaput...and as mention earlier i have to be home by 9.30 becoz i dont wanna miss my "New World" drama series...hak hak hak. anyway, thanks guys...bulan depan buat lagi nak??

2morrow evil dearie is going to malacca on a very short notice...damn i have to go to dentist alone (malas nak drive ke OU sebenornyer). anyway, 2morrow treatment is just doing some fillings...maybe nextweek...pasang besi kat bawah plak. and again...seriously i think i look cute!!!!

p/s: ader org dah mula bahgia ditpt baru tetiba hr ni pah menderita.

YM status for today...

"I think I look cute"

ouch

ok...i spoke too soon. i'm beginning to feel uncomfortable with this 8 pieces of rubber stuck in between my teeths. yesterday it was ok...but today....rasa mcm nak tercabut dah semua gigi2 ni. i still can eat but the bites are not hmmm how do u say it...erkk..puas maybe?? plus i have to telan all my food coz i dunt want to end up having a rubber stuck in my stomach. thank god its gone this tuesday...another nightmare will begin....muakakakaka

:: fara, so sorry couldnt make it to your hse today...for the reason above

drimba in the making

From this:

taken December 05

To this:

taken last weekend

both pixs are taken using cameraphone so tak dpt close-up. i have to remember bringing my camera next time we went to the curve coz we always end-up visiting drimba unplanned. anyway, our unit is the one without the balcony...1st flr...obviously not this block. and mr evil saw a stream...hopefully it will turn out almost exactly like the architect's drawing. bye bye widuri...drimba here i come.

p/s: terkasima tgk bungalow depan drimba *sigh*

go orange go

Your Aura is Orange

Your Personality: A total daredevil, you'll try any thrill. You're easily bored and you prefer to be on the go. You in Love: You see love as an adventure, and you find most men dull. You need a man who challenges you! Your Career: Your ideal job is flexible, fun, and maybe a little dangerous. You have the makings of a private investigator or extreme athlete.

What Color Is Your Aura?

A round shaped ball

I guess most football fanatics will be talking about the most sought after cup in the world..the World Cup 2006- Germany..I'm not a footballer per se..coz i'm kaki bangku..so i won't pretend to luv the game..to give full review on each games...coz i'm pretty bad at it...But it does not mean i hate the game...coz for me..the meaning of football or as the US would call it as soccer since for them the NFL is thy football..who they hell they think they are...their so called football only played there..but they claimed to be the best game in history...hah..full of BS...

Anyway...coming back to the meaning of football to me is the drama behind the game...its full of dramatic event...full of hardship...sorrow..happiness just like watching The OC...guilty pleasure..hehehhe..and also a quick formula to make friends..My schoolmate told me this secret..There's 2 way to make new friends...1. Smoke...2. Play football....it's an easy tactic but it works...its a tried and proven method...it unites humanity..regardless of race..religion and beliefs...

I remembered in the heyday of Malaysia football scene...late 90's..where Selangor is on top of the world...my friend asked me to ride a bike from my hometown to Shah Alam just to watch Selangor vs Sabah..he got no license....so we rode for 1 1/2 hr just to watch a 90 minutes game...At 1st, we were one down..but then one of the foreign striker i forgot his name..scored a equaliser and we were jumping like mad in the stadium...and i hugged an indian dude at the back of me and jumping altogether..hahaha..we didn't even know each other but that goal unite both of us....that's the power of the game..who would think i'd would hug some stranger at night..hahaha

This game would stop a war..would start a war...and really changes you..that's why it is a beautiful game..So to those girls...wives..mothers who can't seem to comprehend why mens addicted to watch this game...it is bcoz we dun watch Dynasty..Knots Landing..General Hospital...or other soap opera...this is where grown men weeped. This is where men imagines he's the manager..the player..the ref..just to make a difference just like the girls would imagine herself in the drama..same thing....let your imagination run wild...

That's why we watch 22 men chasing over a round shaped ball all over the pitch...just like the heroine being chased by 2 or 3 hunky men...

Oh yeah..fyi, as a kaki bangku like me...managed to score 2 beautifuuuul goals for my team this yr was quite a feat...but we lost the FA Cup and the runner up for the league...its all my fault...lambat panas for the season...


"Never talks defeat. Use words like hope, belief, faith, victory. – Norman Vincent Peale"

Bila diri disayangi - ukays

Terdengar bisikan mesra
Kalimah keramat bermentara
Bermulanya siang berakhir malam ku
Tak akan ku jemu menyebut namamu...

Tiada batasan waktu
Tiada tempat mu tertentu
Di gunung di lembah, di darat, di air
Siapa pun hamba, keikhlasan doa, keagungan
Kasih merubah takdir....

Bila ku sedari diri disayangi
Langkah kaki ini semakin berani
Bila terkeliru ku ucap namamu, terasa diriku
Kembali dipandu...

Engkau pertama, tiada akhirnya
Aku dalam kegelapan engkaulah cahaya
Izinkahlah aku menumpang di sini
Di bawah naungan kasih dan sayang mu
Ku berserah diri...
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:: kenaper tiba2 pah jiwang...hahaha...takde maknanyer!! sapa yg pegi DPA mesti tahu kenangan lagu ni masa last day. semacho-macho mcm mana pun nak tahan meleleh tp musti meleleh jugak. apa pertalian darah lagu ni ngan dpa...i dunno....but lagu ni fav en halim yg salu masuk tv skang ni sbb plkn. tak tau la kalau skang ni last day song dah berubah bila big boss nyer berubah. anyway, that 6 months experience masa dpa has always been the best experience in my life. rasa mcm nak pi dpa lagi minus the outdoor activities, exams and u-know-who-u-know-what- (TUTUP MONITOR!!!!!!). masa last day, nearly 280 ppl nyanyi lagu ni berulang2 kali sambil salam2 peluk2. thanks to all my friends for the lovely memories.

:: by hook or by crook i need to go to tesssco this lunchtime to buy me a very cheap radio. tak larat dah nak ulang2 lagu2 kat realplayer ni.

Mr smarty pants

Many things happened for the past month..so i think now is the right time to rants. First things 1st...my lil sis finally and officially join the ranks of undergraduate...starting her studies in matric gopeng in accountancy. Gosh, can't believe it my sis gonna be an accountant...hopefully...or probably became the right hand man for the mafia handling all the money laundering activities...that would be ultra cool. Nobody can mess around with my family then..mess with me..mess with the "family"...you'll be swimming with the fishes....

Last week, for the 1st time in my life..I watched the premiere of Da Vin*i Code at 10am during office hours..talk about tuang kerja...plus, my bossess were there too. And we were so cool about it...Dun want to start a review on that movie..but personally..reading the book is way much better...but to give some credits..i loved watching Ms Sophie Neveu acts..last time she starred in the movie Amelie...i was cupid struck back then with her..drool..drool..Now, she kinda look old for me..hehehe

On Friday, i took another certfication exam for the intel based servers..and i passed!!Woohooooo, i'm not a failure anymore...with 74 freakin percent. Damn i'm good. So i won a bet with my boss Rm150 for passing the exam. But the bad thing is, everybody expecting me to answer all technical answer..crap man..i'd just got certified in less than 72 hrs and expect me to be the Mr Technical Helpdesk.

Last weekend, i had to go up to PD for treasure hunt with some customers..there goes my weekend. I miss my sleep...We were flagged of in Putrajaya and drove thru Bangi and some other weird routes to PD..and on top of that..we had to solve 35 questions..for a newbie like me..it was so freaking tough... But all in all..the treasure hunt..the planing session and team building in PD was great..we had fun..loads of fun...

Come monday, as usual..i had to drag my butt of the bed...i'm so tired..but had to attend the ssl meeting in the afternoon...life goes on..again..got wallop a bit by boss...but heck..whats new..
Today...not a very good day for me....i went to OU after office to upgrade my nokia hp firmware, with hopes to use my bluetooth headset..kept having problem to use the bluetooth for quite sometime....after leaving it to the nokia service centre for an hour..they told me..the hp went kaput..had to pay RM230 to repair it as it is a hardware malfunction...for one week..ferkkkk...I really wish i had not upgraded the firmware in the first place...damn..damn..

So now i'm a juncture..to buy a new hp or just repair the old one...hehehe..3G phones is so tempting these days...i can do wonders with those phones..and the irony thing is..before i picked up my phone back..i've bought a nokia car charger....and now i can't use it all.

1st month anniversary....

i was bloghopping and found this quote that i want to share with all of you:

"Allah answers prayers in three ways:
He says yes and gives you what you want,
He says no and gives you something better or
He says wait and gives you the best in His own time."Insya'Allah.

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hari ni genap sebulan kat sini....as per today...i still couldnt get the energy to work as how i used to work in the previous ministry. in fact i'm becoming more quiet here...rasanyer i'm becoming an introvert. no matter how i hated this place...no matter how slow and steady this place is...i need to think positive. i always said to myself and wani the cat that at least we are able to relax a bit here. mungkin itu hikmah yg Allah bagi. but then here, ur on own ur own, u will be working closely wif uniform officer, there's only like 6-7 officer frm ur own scheme and here ur the leader of ur own unit...frankly speaking, i'm not yet ready to become a leader...plus this is a totally diff job scope wif a very diff environment. all this while i've been hearing frens talking abt the scheme A vs scheme B issues....and now, i'm facing it myself...huhuhuhuhu. God..pls help me to overcome this fear.

yesterday, got an email frm a friend frm the previous ministry. last thurs mr P wif the M came to the ministry and my ex-boss and mr F is the busiest person ever. working late preparing for the presentation..making sure everything is almost perfect. i can imagine the situation already.....sure kelam kabut...gosh!! how i miss it!!! and mr F is the official tukang jaga slide masa presentation...wah!! sure ketaq lutut tuh....i remember last time masa MBSel dtg pun i was like so ketaq lutut wif the presentation...but the feeling of satisfaction lps selesai semua is great...no matter how busy u are....how tired u are working till late nites even during weekends...how kelam kabut and how ketaq lutut u are.....it really pays off. but then, no matter how damn much i miss my prev ministry, i still didnt regret my decision for leaving. i wanted a new environment and job scope...hmmm...tp tak sangka plak dpt sini kannn

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dear evil, thanks for the lovely surprise gift (though i can actually smell it, obviously la kan all this while u study for ur exam frm mr thinking pad...and SOOO suddenly yesterday 10 minutes before 12 tetiba nak turun keter amik notes....lakonan mu hebat evil!!). anyway, muah muah muah....mlm ni u nak banjer i kat mana plak?? ahaks!!!

si botak chris

why chris....why chris!!!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

off to alor setar
chiow

schools!!! - tagged by fenot

HOW MANY SCHOOLS DID YOU GO TO?

1. Chim Kindergarten, DU (perlu ke letak??)
2. SRK Damansara Utama - 6 months
3. SRK KGV, Seremban - 3 1/2 years (ayorkk..ahkak satu sekolah ngan amey...bluerkkk)
4. Balestier Hill Pri. School, S'pore - 1 yr (sekolah tutup tak cukup murid!!)
5. Lee Kuo Chuan (LKC) Pri. School
6. Sek Men Saiiins Joohor, ClueWang

*believe it or not, i never took any UPSR or PSLE (they call it Primary School Leaving Exam in S'pore) and i never had my BCG when i was 12 yrs old. and i never experience being call budak darjah 6!! when we move to s'pore, i have to repeat my darjah 4 becoz kononnyer kat sana education level tinggi...wuteva! dalam erti kata lain kena turun darjah!! kalau students frm indon lg byk kena turun darjah.

WAS I THE STUDIOUS NERD OR THE LAST MINUTE HERO?

of course la last minute hero!!!!

WAS I THE TAIKO OR TEACHER’S PET?

none of the above...hahahah

BEST 2 SUBJECTS

hmm....music class masa kat singapore...and art class...kelas2 yg tak perlu berpikir!!!

3 TEACHERS THAT I REMEMBER MOST (FOR VARIOUS REASONS)

3 teachers tak cukup ler...but anyway

1. Cikgu Rashid - he taught us history masa form 1...and he is so damn cute (gelak guling2!!). anyway, he's the culprit that makes me wear my watch on my right hand until now

2. Mrs Sim - my add matchs teacher (i never like add maths). kalau dia jalan sebatu dah dengar (exagerate plak)...ketak ketuk ketak ketuk. cikgu yg paling senang dibuli...there is this one time, boys in my class tampal kertas apa ntah kat belakang dia....kehji sgt itu org!!! erk...did i mention that i have to take extra class for add maths?? arghhh!!! tensi tensiii

3. there is this one teacher kat LKC who hated me so much becoz me being a foreign student menyusahkan dia (i think so la she hate me). siap tukor ahkak pi kelas lain plak tuh!!! begini ceritanyer, students kat s'pore kena bayar monthly fees...tak kisah la s'porean or foreigner...cuma kalau foreigner ni mahal sket la. so cikgu ni nak nyenangkan hidup dia...nak semua students dia buat payment via bank in terus ker mcm mana ntah...tp mmg takdak resit ler. so my father dunt want to pay using that method coz he still need the receipts sbb nak buat claim. cikgu tuh apa lagi...hangin la...somemore i'm the only foreigner in that class.....so she purposely change me to another class yg ader ramai foreigner. tak kisah la...i like my new class...lg happening dr class cikgu tadi tuh...bluerkkk. nama cikgu dah lupa sbb dah benci sgt!! oh..i didnt tell u that she downgrade the class...i was at first in B class and she put me in C class becoz of that stupid receipt!!

Who do i Tag?
everybody in my link

those were the days..

i was re-organizing some of my old stuffs this morning and found this...hahahaha...pls take note that at the time these pixs were taken, the lovey-dovey feelin has not yet bloom....hahahahah..

taken somewhere in 96/97 in KYPM KL...look at that round shaped spec

frm left to right: fenot, cheeky, evil, kusut and cik som. taken maybe in 97/98 at jenny's hsewarming bbq in malacca. look at that pagoda t-shirt and his hair..oh my god!!!

and this is us...now

Failure

If one go to google and typed failure then clicked on I'm feeling lucky..one will be presented with the bio of some hobo in the US acting like a moron....
But here, in the good ol Malaysia..I've failed my certification exam...and i missed it with one more freaking correct answer!!!Arghhh..it was frustating and practically waste of money..RM 285 to be exact...Damn it..Have to take another exam next month or my performance evaluation gonna be a bit ugly...

Come to think of it, this was the 2nd time in my life..i've ever failed in exam papers..the 1st one was in MMU..final yr...1st sem...Econometrics. That was an unbelievably big mistake...I didn't attend the class coz i thought it was so damn easy....it's exactly like Statistics in A-Level days...so i thought...screw the classes..i'm better off playing counter-strike than calculating the index yr of China GDP or watsoever. So, when i took the exam...i was blinking for a couple of seconds and unable to comprehend WTF are these questions all about..Ferkkkkkkkkkk...I used to sailed maths related exams....piece of cake..but that was a wake up call for me...Not to be fuc*in arrogant anymore..especially in Maths...

Talking about arrogance in maths...there was time during my A-level days..Pn Shima, our Add Math teacher was talking bout algebra to the class and the whole boys were not paying attention at all..the girls was a bit intimidated coz we boys are so good in Add Math during the SPM days...so...this is another walk in the park..we were like chatting...playing pranks in front of Pn Shima...the girls can't concentrate and a tiny bit upset..and then..Pn Shima freaked out..suddenly burst in anger and shocked the whole class...like an 8.5 Richter scale earthquake...and she just grabbed her stuff and walked out of the class....Whoaaaa..it took us quite a surprise as we never experience that before..I use to get scolded or canned or stand up on the table etc..but this was new..Pn Shima practically gave up on us...ferkkkkkk....
Then the battle betw boys and girls erupted in the class..both parties blaming each other..your stupid..no..you asshole...well..you know the drill... It prolonged to several weeks and month i guess...where the boys and girls didn't talked to each other..it was quite funny though..as we were like adult but acting like school children...
But in the end..we called it a truce...peace finally set down in the class...no more flaming..blaming..tolerance were uphold...The boys went to Pn Shima's room, and apologize to her..she said " Forgiven but not forgotten" ...we were like "huh"...

Anyway, that was like almost 10 yrs ago...most of us have grown up..be more mature..able to think rationally..to weigh the difference betw good and bad...and maybe some forgotten bout it already...and i can't solve a simple SPM Add Math questions anymore..rusty and tak berkat kot!
I guess, i did failed to be a good person...an understanding and well rounded human being..with responsibility to my friends and family...

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. -Ralph Waldo Emerson"

no turning back....

finally today i got my connection and email add. yeah...some ppl are laughing at my @p***on.gov.my address. tak keysah la as long as i'm connected to the outside world.

hmmm....byk nak citer but dunno where to start what to start