finally...

LAST DAY AT WORK
















tapi visa pun tak lepas lagi ni

my DARLING MAFSO

i already got two quotations for my DARLING MAFSO. one is RM900 and another is RM1300. this is door to door delivery...so mmg dia akan angkut DARLING MAFSO sensorang gituk. but then my father got another quotation...way way much much more cheaper...u know the lorry yg angkut keter baru banyak2 tuh...so DARLING MAFSO can tumpang that lorry with the rest of his new friends at the price of RM100 plus plus.. but then my father will need to pick up DARLING MAFSO somewhere specified later. rasanyer driver tuh punyer side business la ni. well, for me...of course i want the best for my DARLING MAFSO. i dont mind paying a bit higher as long as my DARLING MAFSO can balik kampung safe and sound. but knowing my father...if i insist on the RM900....sure pot pet pot pet punyer nanti ni. tgk lah camne esok ni nak balik kedah....bebas dr tembok batu sampai hr selasa....pehtu keje 3 hari...pehtu InsyaAllah bebas selama2nya.

p/s: harus la DARLING MAFSO kena polish b4 naik lori dgn kengkawan baru dia yg berkilat tuh

LEGA

LEGA...yes...thats what i felt at 5.30 pm today. selesai mesy lembaga naik pangkat....presented 13 kertas cadangan.... it was supposed to be a smooth meeting coz last friday evening i had discussion with one of the board member frm the central agency who is supposed to be a pro at this kind of issue. she requested me to adjust here and there.....add this and that on my papers. but then suddenly today another board member terbyk cakap plak....suddenly he is so full with ideas. of course i accepted his ideas but drpd 13 proposal...8 proposals kena buat minor adjustment. mmg minor jer but still...knowing me...terus jadi kalut bila ada changes yg tak dijangka. well how bout DEAR YOU yg chair the meeting....blur as usual....the only thing that he notice is that all my paper covers are categorize into diff colour for diff grade....chehh. if only that one person tak terbyk ckp...sure mlm ni jugak dah leh siap minutes of meeting. now, i'm halfway at preparing it. sampai mr evil terkagum tgk my commitment ...aper???!!! tak pernah tgk org rajin ke??

yg paling tragis, i even prepared my very own "presentation speech" on what to say and how to say it in a very diplomatic manner one whole morning today...tp tak leh pakai...chess!! bila dah tak leh refer teks ucapan,...terus bahasa semua tonggang langgang tak kire big boss ker idak...ayat paling gedik yg pernah dikeluarkan dlm mesy lembaga is today that is "aler En R....buat saya nervous jer"...hampass...malu sungguh...ini lah dia P*TD yg paling tidak berdiplomatik apabila berckp dlm mesy. anyway....SANGAT LEGA!!!

last week plak meeting lembaga tatatertib, this one mmg i only give like 50% or less of my effort on it. tak suker betol tatatertib!! dgn kes pelik2nyer...peraturan mcm2 lagik...pehtu kes polis la bpr lah...khalwat lah...hish! nasib baik all the documents my staffs yg buat...i only check on the kesedapan ayat and terus present the paper. minit pun org lain yg buat. kejam ker...but thats the reality. tolong la lepas ni tak mo buat tatatertib dah...hate it so much!!

AGAK - AGAK LAGI 2 MINGGU BOLEH BEBAS DARI TEMBOK BATU ITU TAK?

Darling MAFSO

i'm in dilemma

how in the world i'm gonna bring back my DARLING MAFSO to his hometown

DARLING MAFSO is quite old...5-6 hrs on the road would be too much for him

i dont think he can stand the heat plus it would dangerous to bring back DARLING MAFSO in bad weather condition....you know nowadays hujan sana sini sampai banjir

tell me what to do...i dont wanna sell my DARLING MAFSO yet becoz his name is precious plus he himself pun dah banyak sgt berjasa (erk...dah la asyik loan vacation jer dr father dearie)

i need to find a transport service that can transfer my DARLING MAFSO back to his hometown.
this is actually gonna be DARLING MAFSO first time back to his hometown

so i am pretty nervous abt it

anybody know any company providing that kind of service to my DARLING MAFSO???

Dear YOU

Dear YOU

Today, YOU lost my respect

the way YOU scolded me in front of everybody is so unprofessional
the way YOU make me cry in a room full of ppl is so heartless
the way YOU express you anger towards my ex-cat whom you mention repeatedly 'yg dah nak mampus' is so rude
the way YOU want everything done in a split second is so so illogical
the way YOU proudly say YOU are able to solve all the current sector problems if you are given the position is so so poyo

and finally
the way YOU explain that you are not scolding me but want me to convey the message to my current cat is meaningless

Dear You,
I shall never forgive you...never in my life!!!

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and the thought that i was there on behalf of my cat is sooo......(*&(*^%!!!

10 things to do before going off..

1. Resignation letter - via www.i-resign.com
Cool website for resignation letter template. Just fill in the blank and voila..a complete letter with no grammar error in word doc. This is the 2nd time I used the site...


2. Garage Sale
Setup tobesold for the junk we accumulated over the yrs...Sold couple of stuff but still more to go. Maybe i should use ebay instead..Nahhh

3. Change of address
Tonnes of letters will be spread over 3 house previously rented by us..This gonna be a mess.

4. Credit Card settlement
This is a tough one...Not getting my commission this quarter..So i pretty much stuck with it until i can get a decent job in McD to pay off my debt.

5. D'Rimba House
Also another biggie...it's not yet finished...no CF...still paying the mortgage...and i can't rent it out..damn it

6. Migrate all my Firefox favourites to my cheekypah TP...given that she's willing to share it with me...Also other documents..pictures..songs..movies..to the new home...

7. Watch all the movies slated this June and July
- Transformers
- Fantastic Four - The Rise of The Silver Surfer
- My mind stucked with these two...any suggestion hunn? Korean drama not valid suggestion!

8. Secure good relationship with friends to make sure i can get a job later...VERY IMPORTANT

9. Submit claims...i'm broke right now

10. THE MOST IMPORTANT THING.. Do rounds for our fav local dishes...
- Muhibbah Restaurant
- Jalan Bellamy - DONE
- Alisara
- Bumbu Bali...ok this one is not local..but who cares
- Rafflesia
- Uptown - DONE
- Santa's Chappati
- Maju-Maju...hehehe
- The Seoul..not sure whether it can make the list..DONE
- The place in Bulatan Pandan..dunno what its called
- Bagan Lalang - Sicked with it already..so considered DONE
- Malee - the monkeys still there i guess...Off the list

List to be updated later.....

my tooth and my new pay

just the rite timing.....
on the day pak lah announce the salary increment...my gigi buat hal
so the following day...which is yesterday...burn RM650 just like that!!
my lower wisdom tooth dah tak dpt diselamatkan lagi
nak buang kena buat surgical method
so i just proceed with the surgery on the very same day
malas nak tangguh2 sbb sakit yg amat sampai ke kepala
free2 dpt MC 5 hari...tp rasanyer esok nak masuk opis gak
just setakat bengkak jer kat belah dalam ni rasanyer leh buat keje lagi
(keje byk tertangguh sebenarnyer)

*sempatkah aku merasa gaji baru itu??

dlm banyak2 klippings...perlu ke astru letak klipping yg itew jugak dlm promo congrats and thank you to the students, teachers and pengkritik??? sampai bila la agaknyer derang nak tunjuk promo itu....ihihihih

abt the finale

1. my sista giler kamera...serius punyer giler kamera...dah la duduk depan fans aswad yg erkkkkkk...no komen

2. i went to final AF3 and now AF5, final AF5 paling dabomb

3. mana fans candy? no banner and no shouting for her

4. no banner for mila....but shouting for her came frm one whole stadium (including me)

5. during karnival.....booth mila sama taraf ngan booth shawal....tu pun kire nasib baik ader booth kecik...drpd si candy langsung takdak booth. non-finalist yg ader booth cuma shawal and dafi.


6. sorakan for non-finalist paling gempak is for shawal...in fact sorakan dia lagi kuat drpd some of the finalist (no...i'm not being bias). next is dafi.

7. suara shawal mmg power habis bila dgr live..best giler........in fact lg best drpd some of the finalist (again...i'm not bias)

8. almost the whole audience (yg kat arena i notice) sang along with shawal masa lagu kau ilham ku (bias ke ni...tak kan?)

9. masa karnival sambutan paling hangat goes to shawal (serius tak bias ni...mmg betol!!)

10. LJ mcm barbie doll smalam

11. again...my sista giler kamera...aduhhhhh

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update after watching ulangan:

1. tidakkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!! i hope nobody notice it

2. sound system kat stadium way way much much more better

3. performance ebi and aswad utk cover version nampak boring on tv...padehal kat stadium kurang gempak sikit jer dr mila nyer cover version

4. sore shawal dlm tv serak..apsal erk...kat stadium tak dgr serak langsung (serius...tak bias)

5. tribute to aznil nampak buhsan on tv...kalau kat stadium they will display klippings aznil dr mula AF1...tu yg buat meaningful

6. tak dengar sangat audience sing along with shawal utk lagu tribute (me bias)

7. why oh why i am seated there!!!!

a go go

sms conversation wif my 14 yrs old niece

niece: shaawal keluar!!!
me: i malas la nak pi konsert final
niece: i pun dah malas nak pi

cis!!! kengkunun before goin down and under, must do list includes tgk final AF at the stadium. siap dah dapat ticket kat area arena tp sekali tgk mr a go go terkeluar plak smalam. hampeh!! well, tak expect pun dia nak jadi juara just want to see him in final jer...ahahahah. and mr evil!! pls stop laughing okeh

a go go

:: Alhamdullillah dah lepas IELTS. walaupun result tak sebest 11 yrs ago...tp ok la sbb dah lepas. tp datang satu masalah...2 univs offered me 4 subject for credits transfer. meaning my course duration is now reduced to exactly one year. so whats the problem?? problem is kalau setahun atau kureng...hubby will not be covered...camne tuh?? adeih!! yg kelakornyer satu univ tuh even bagi credit transfer subjects that i never took...kenaper erk? mmg cenggitu ker?? hish fenin fenin!!
:: 2 minggu datuk takdak...terasa indahnyer dunia

last but not least..

:: A Go Go!!!!!

short update

:: esok ader exam IELTS....11 yrs ago i took the same exam for free but for nothing. and this year i have to take it again using my own pocket money which is not claimable so i better do something...study study study!!! tapi kenapa mood study susah nak sampai ni.

:: my dawai tetiba terkeluar dari landasan...but since it is not painful so malas nak gi dentist. cuma ader rasa sikit uncomfortable bley ader bende sticking out. jgn tetiba dia jadi bengkok itu baru sakit yg amat. hopefully tak ganggu my speaking test 2morrow

:: masa short nap just now tetiba dpt nitemare. i'm glad i remember it sbb org cakap kalau kiter ingat mimpi kiter bende tuh takkan berlaku.

my disease

i am not feeling very well
i've been having this Superiority Complex Syndrom
Click here for further details

However, saya BANGKANG statement ini:

"Berbanding dengan para penjawat PT*D ini, mereka biasanya direkrut daripada pelajar jurusan Sastera atau Kemanusiaan di universiti tempatan. Setelah dilatih dalam tempoh tertentu, maka mereka akan bekerja berasaskan waktu pejabat. Tepat loceng berbunyi jam lima petang mereka akan keluar pejabat dan mempunyai masa bersantai-santai di rumah."

Ofis saya takdak loceng....ofis zaman skang mana ada loceng. kalau kat tuuuuuttttt tuh mmg la pakai loceng. hahahahaha...well the loceng is not the issue here

dan utk statement ini plak:

"Namun demikian, proses kenaikan pangkat mereka amat luar biasa. Setelah tiga atau empat tahun berada dalam tangga gaji 41, mereka akan terus dinaikkan ke tangga 44. Belum sampai 10 tahun berkhidmat, mereka telah mencapai 48, berbanding kakitangan awam dari sektor lain yang mungkin sampai pencen pun masih lagi berada di tangga 44 atau 48."

saya cuma nak kata, lenkali jgn masuk closed service.....masuk la open service yg postnyer berlambak2 dan kerja nyer menimbun2. now let me think, me and my frens 41 in 2003, then 2006 plak naik 44...ish ni tunggu masa nak 48 la plak kan. hah!!! kan dah gipang dah.

kesimpulan saya:

susah betol jadik org fofular ni


p/s: harap maklum entry ini dibuat diluar waktu pejabat, bukan di dalam kawasan pejabat dan tidak menggunakan harta pejabat

abt life

::woke up around 2 am and cannot get back to sleep. it is already 5 minutes past 4. well, i better not go to sleep since the driver will be arriving at my doorstep at around 6 am for my daytrip to tapah. and i hope i can survive my meeting without being sleepy. and i really hope it can finish off by noon so that i can reach home early and get my beauty sleep.

::lots of things happen the way it shouldnt be happening. lots of things happen that i have hurt lots of ppl. there's nothing that i can do....or want to do. which is which.... i'll keep in my heart. i just hope life would be easier but i know it is impossible. whatever happen..i will just swallow it. but at least for a moment, let me be the most happiest person ever. how wish i can live my life the way i want it to be without ppl telling me what and how i shud do it. this is really depressing. everything happen at one shot!!


p/s: problems at work have been resolved. i worried for nothing over the weekend.

X vs Y

seseorang pernah berkata

"kalau keje kat sini kena kuat semangat"

dan hari ni...semangat menjadi tidak kuat utk kali ke tiga apabila air mata jatuh berguguran...yek yek yek tui. dah la tengah isu sensitif X vs Y.


update at 7.30 pm:
dari satu masalah ke satu masalah. i will be in a very very deep shit this monday. i need to prepare answers to what, why and how it happen to datuk dearest. arghhh....bersiap sedia dgn segala tohmahan.

dulu dan sekarang...

suatu masa dulu di KLIA:

the evil husband saw this one pair of shoes at se*mbonia and fell in love with it immediately. but he decided to just wait and buy it later coz he just bought a new pair weeks before...so he wait and wait and when the time comes...it was nowhere to be found......pantang jumpa branch sem*bonia mesti masuk cari kasut idaman hati. ni lah akibatnyer apabila tidak mengguna pakai peribahasa biar menyesal beli jgn menyesal tak beli!!

Today at KLIA:

the cheeky wife buang masa ronda2 dlm sem*bonia sementara tunggu nak board the plane. and voila!!! nope she didnt saw kasut idaman hati the evil husband but she felt in love at first sight at this one pair of court shoes. at the moment she decided not to buy sbb dah berjanji dgn diri sendrik tak mo shopping for unnecessary stuffs. lagi beberapa langkah nak kuar the shop, she suddenly remember kisah the evil husband suatu masa dulu. so, what the heck try jer la...lgpun tak larat la nak pakai high heels gi kelantan satu hari. terus try and wow...just nice...so she bought it and terus pakai time time tuh jugak...ahahahahha. when the cheeky wife tries to defend herself for the reason of buying the shoes, she have to remind the evil husband abt kisah suatu masa dulu and the peribahasa. and the evil husband speechless sambil berkata "BERTUAHH PUNYA BINI!!!"

ingat my dear.....biar menyesal beli jgn menyesal tak beli!!

*tak sesia2 beli kasut flat, balik dr kelantan beg jadi berat dgn berbotol2 sos cili jenama u-know-what yg kononnyer pok lah beli sampai 50 botol and berbotol2 budu diraja yg kununnyer kegemaran datuk. erk 4 botol jer semua tp tak termasuk 2 bungkus serunding ngan murtabak gedabak segera setebal lebih satu inci yg makan 1/4 pun tak abihs dan juga dokumen2 berkaitan. ntah si lilie tahu ke idak kewujudan murtabak gedabak tuh

and i am still havent make up my mind...

org tu kata sydney
org tu plak kata melbourne
pehtu org tu plak kata lg why not perth
last2 org yg ni plak kata....tak jadi lah pi idp hari ni sbb masih confuse

ni lah jadi bila application tak antar2 lagi....fickle minded cheeky babe!!!!
isnin keje
selasa kelantan balik hari
rabu harus cuti utk submit segala form and register ielts
khamis dan seterusnyer...no turning back

to ejuwan:
slamat maju jaya di colombo
maju lah sukan utk negara
to yani:
cukup kah baldi?

a very tiring day plus IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT

very tiring!!! yesterday halfday at seremban to endorse 3 institutions performance appraisal totalling to around 300 staffs. and today...have to leave home as early as 6.30 a.m sbb kununnyer janji ngan driver 7 am to leave for melaka. 15 minit tunggu takdak org...dah gabra dah...miting kol 9am. it turns out ruper nyer 7.15...miscommunication ler plak between my kerani and the driver. sampai melaka just b4 9 am derang ajak breakfast dulu ngan pengarah2 semua. best gak pengarah2 zon selatan ni...semua selamber jer. around 9.30am maka bermulalah meeting endorsement sampai la 4.45pm with 3 short breaks. yg paling deepshit is of couse la me...ahli tetap dr 9.30 - 4.45 whereas all the other pengarah only came in when their turns come. kena endorse 8 institutions totalling to around 1500 staffs. huh!! masak - masak!!! paderhal dah plan ngan driver kalau abih awal leh ler nak pi tgk galeri yg baru rasmi tuh.....hancur harapan. anyway, it was fun w'pun penat...malu nak cakap tapi tetiba rasa hari ni mcm seronok plak keje penjara ni. hari ni jerr!!!

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT

SUKACITA DIMAKLUMKAN BERMULA 9TH APRIL 2007, CHANNEL 18 AKAN MENAYANGKAN DRAMA KOREA BERTAJUK "WHICH STAR ARE YOU FROM". SAYA INGIN MENGESYORKAN KEPADA KAWAN2 UNTUK MENONTON DRAMA YG SANGAT BEST INI. W'PUN HEROIN TAK SECANTIK YOO RIN TAPI LAKONAN KEBODOHAN DIA AMAT BERKESAN CUMA KEKADANG ADER TEROVER ALA2 OGY AHMAD DAUD. DAN W'PUN HERO NYER TAK SEHENSOM GONG CHAN TAPI ORG NYER SANGAT GORJES IN HIS OWN WAY AND LAKONAN NYER SGT MANTAP!!! CERITA YG SGT BEST...SAMA BEST NGAN MY GIRL ATAU MUNGKIN LEBIH BEST DR MY GIRL. SEKIAN.

"Bok Sil, thank you so much! In this boundless universe, I’m sharing the same time and same space with you … knowing you is the best fortune of my life … in the future, I would live with this thankfulness forever…"
Hugging Bok Sil, he says, "Seems there’re things that we can’t work out even if we try hard!"


EVIL DEARIE, I BOOK TV MCM BIASA YER.

mari melawat PeRIDE

21/03 : P.r.a B.e.b.a.s, Melaka - zon selatan
22/03 : S.e.r.e.m.b.a.n - zon tengah
27/03 : P.e.n.g.k.a.l.a.n C.h.e.p.a, Kelantan - zon pantai timur
03/04 : T.a.p.a.h - zon utara

bulan 3 and 4 bulan review prestasi. so me as urus setia kat hq kena review all institutions bawah PeRIDE. minus sabah sarawak ade 30 ke 40 lebih...sib baik derang kumpulkan institusi ni ikut zon. penat ler next week.........erk apa nak ckp masa miting ni???

hari yg bingung

:: shelakee sungguh konsert AF mlm ni. tgk pengkritik lg best dr bebudak tuh.

:: pagi tadi pi IDP. as for now, i have already decided to apply here, here and here. knp semua sydney? hahahaha....ader la sebabnya!! and i've decided not to do MBA (w'pun niat asal mmg nak buat).....maybe nak buat MCom sbb takdak subjek finance....nak avoid finance sebenar sbb tuh tak mo buat MBA....tak suker financial calculator!!! ader jugak univ yg offer master 100% in HR...tp tak mo la 100% sgt....so amik MCom and specialise in HR. tgk lah camne...IDP akan buat dr A - Z...senang idop and derang akan cuba waived kan processing fee. skang ni tgh dlm dilema whether nak amik intake this july or next march 08. kalau july ni mcm rushing sgt tp kalau boleh nak bebas dr penjara ASAP. march 08 just nice.....boleh la nak kumpul extra money utk membeli dan membelah tanpa rasa bersalah. tp mcm lambat sgt la plak nak tunggu 08...konfius konfius. kalau nak intake july ni....by end of this month dah kena submit everything kat IDP. kena clarify dgn JayPeeA dulu psl a few things esp psl $$.

:: BTW, apsal aku tgk mukhsin mcm bowring jer? and that girl....she cant act atau dia mmg disuruh act gitu...baca dialog mcm baca buku?