my journey

:: i suddenly felt a bit down after a visit frm mr z. mr z used to be my colleague when i was in the energy section. for promotion purposes he is now transfered to bah. istiadat, j*m. nope...i'm not worried abt the promotion since i know i'm gonna get mine the earliest early next year or the latest the year after (correct me if im wrong lilie). so kenapa nak down?? JOB SATISFACTION!!! mr z mcm seronok jer kat tpt baru dia...yer lah handle event2 negara...sesuai la dengan lelaki. and he told me that 3 of our frens frm batch 2002 kena remain at this ministry even after promotion (me batch 2003, mr z batch 2001). as for me, i dunt mind staying but pls do some internal job rotation. kalau ikut dasar k'jaan pun job rotation mmg kena ada after a few yrs but it is not being practiced here. tetiba rasa mcm nak berenti....actually dah lama dah rasa mcm nak berenti kerja...tp thinking bukan senang nak dapat keje gomen ni and giler ker apa nak berenti at times unemployment yg makin meningkat ni!!! let me share wif u my journey in the working world....

:: masa final year degree, dah mula cari kerja. of course cita2 asal nak keje kat company yg besar2. and serius masa tuh tak tau pun apa itu P*D. my roomate A yg citer pasal P*D ni. so kalau dah dua2 rumet dok sibok isi borang spa...kita pun join la sekali. 2001, both of them dapat attend the exam but not me. why?? i call spa...dia cakap tak layak...WTF!!! hello my cgpa was like *** laaa!!! tp dalam hati pikir ni mesti kes salah isi borang. anyway, A and C didnt make it to the next round. habis degree carik kerje lagi and alhamdullillah my unemployment period is just less than 2 months. i got a job as a research analyst here. job position mcm gempak...gaji pun mmg market rate for degree holder. tapi kerja??? i wont elaborate further...all i can say boring!! plus i just cant accept the company practice - no increment for non-technical staff...WTF!!! bukan la takde langsung but frm what i heard frm the seniors....jarang2 sekali!! during my one and a half year stay there of course i keep on looking for new job opportunities and again isi borang spa. masa tuh tak tunggu iklan kat newspaper dah....main hantar jer kat semua big big company. and my aim masa tuh...for my 2nd job i want it to be BHD. so finally dapat call from here utk attend exam. tak ingat la the exact position but its abt financial planning. so i make it to the next level which is the presentation....i remember masa on the way balik dari presentation, i got a call frm them and i make it to the third round. TQ kat MMU sbb banyak giler buat class presentations. this time of course the interview...and finally....I GOT THE JOB!!! but i reject the offer...giler kan....dah dapat keje kat situ tapi pegi reject. why? 1st it is a contract basis for two years...kena amik exam CFP (6 levels) then baru permanent. 2nd it is financial thingy....i scored pretty bad in my financial paper...ahahahha. i knew this job is abt financial thingy but then sajer play along with the game nak tgk whether im really good or not. 3rdly masa time ni tgh sibok2 dgn P*D thingy...tp tak ingat at which stage....rasanyer tgh prepare utk interview kot. kirenyer masa ni KUBERSERAH jer lah. and Alhamdullilah dapat P*D. nak masuk P*D ni pun mcm nak giler stages dia...yg tensen is the 2nd stage - assesment kat terengganu. punya lah jauh buat assessment kalau tak dapat mmg kukeciwa. so now, here i am in this ministry. my 1st posting in the energy section...pretty tough becoz everything is so technical. lepas dpa...went back to the same ministry but kat development unit handling the ministry projects. i remember masa 1st few days after dpa tuh...one of the hr staff request me not to show my pretty face kat my ex-big boss in energy section. apsal yerk???? sbb big boss tuh dunno that im back...kalau dia tau he wud request me return to that section but dev unit amat memerlukan org. yg kelakar nyer one of the clerk overheard our conversation and the rumours spread...."cik sha***** tak leh tunjuk muka kat dato' sbb dato' tak suka dia and dato' tak nak dia balik masuk bahagian tuh"....WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aduhhhh!!!!! jatuh saham aku!!!! so i asked my friend to help me clear the rumours and explain frm A - Z to that clerk. eiii....kelakar pun ader...geram pun ader!!! so apa yg kurangnyer dev unit?? takder yg kurang....very interesting and challenging. i rather not talk abt my work in my blog. u never know who is reading it at this very moment. sekian terima kasih abt my working adventure.

:: on a lighter note, smalam gi ikea...hiihihhi....kalau ikut plan asal nak pegi ahad ni but since hubby dearie pun tak keje smalam....so balik on the dot and ikea here i come. bought a few things and amik katalog bukan 1 tapi 3. one for myself, one for sista in trg and one for parents in alor setar. since dah brought fwd plan ikea to yesterday so sunday we just stay at home unless hubby dearie decided to go to ikea again. a note to hubby dearie - biar menyesal beli jgn menyesal tak beli - thihihihihihi. so the plan for this saturday plak nak gi MATTA FAIR and look for a vacation package. he wanted to go to B in country I....but she insist on G in country A but he and she might end up goin to state S which is the original plan...ahahaha.

adios