Jan 22, 2006

Reflection

We're waiting for my brother arrival. He invited himself last week to have sorta eat out in my place...I kinda hesitated to say yes without madam's approval...She can be very vocal about having my family members around..Dunno why? Maybe because of the 3 little boys they'll be bringing..Its gonna be chaos. I'm sure of it. These boys just do not understand the word "Dont". They take no crap or prisoners...Where did they gone wrong..I have no idea but hopefully I wouldn't make the same mistakes..Parenting is a scary thing..not sure i'm up to it..


Last minute entry for my weekly plan..

Manage to at least jot down 2 things
1. Start and finish off the manual claim for 2006 revenue recognition
2. Start planning for my customer contact cadence...

Jan 19, 2006

the day....

STRESS!!!!!!!!!

and it is all becoz of the technology

Jan 14, 2006

About Love and Hate

Noo..am not talking bout lovey dovey relationship...but about the usual bitching of my daily life.. ...haven't bitch bout work for quite some time..so i think why not now...after all, we're still in new yr mood anyways...what the heck!!

10 Things Why i hate my job

1. Attending my weekly sales meeting. This is where i got beaten up by my boss to a pulp..Practically every week
2. Getting off my bed every damn morning
3. Making sales calls..gosh i just hate it
4. Appointment with an ignorant customer...plus arrogant ones...
5. Receiving early morning sms's from my boss, requesting a daily update on each transaction...especially end of the quarter
6. Problematic partners intending to offload their issues on me..WTF!! Heck, if i can solve your problem..better i run your company then..not my fu*kin problem dude..
7. Working with other department...this can be very trying for an impatient person like me...
8. Can't stop smoking when meeting with clients and partners...I had a chest pain 2 weeks ago after non-stop smoking during discussion with a partner...
9. Credit card and phone bills by end of the month. I'll be wondering where did i kept my receipt...Crap
10. Always coming back late from work..then couldn't find any parking space around the apartment..

10 Things Why i love my job

1. My paycheck..hahahaha....what else
2. Meeting with new and interesting people..minus the arrogant and a**hole ones
3. Learning new things in life and work by being with brilliant and high performing people
4. Growing these local enterprenuer to the next level, nurturing and watch them mature...Its worth more than a thousand paychek
5. Getting a pat at the back by the boss..."You did a good job" Worth more than a lifetime of sales meeting...Heck...beat me up more man...

I can only get 5, but these 5 worth the pain and grit i have to endure...For me, the money is just to pay all the bills..but the main satisfaction of my job is to see those people benefitted from my contribution. It really gives me the whole perspective of my own existence. Last year I attended the 7 Hab*t of High*y Effe*tive Ppl course. They gave me 3 books to read on and CDs to listen. As usual, I was struggling to finish the book so opted for the CD instead. While listening in the car, one particular chapter in the book mentioned bout love..." Love is not a noun..but a verb. You need to work for it to gain love..to be loved" That sentence really hit me in the head..Now i learnt that I dun love my job coz I haven't work on it to achieve it..I didn't have the same passion and interest as my boss. Same goes to relationship. One have to love somebody to be loved..Its a verb...Get it!!

Jan 12, 2006

to my frens.....

i wanted to write dis entry 2morrow...tapi in 10 minutes time im goin for my dept retreat at one most the most exclusive hotel in kayel for 3 straight days (yek yek tuiiii)

anyway, congratulations to all my PeeTeeDee frens batch 1/2003 coz 2morrow will be our 3rd year anniversary in this service....what so special abt dis 3rd year anniv???? ahhahaha....*mukakuningmataduitan*

Jan 9, 2006

mukakuning for today.....

giler haper nak suh sayer yg lowprofile ni jadi gilerglamer 4 hari straight....ayorrrkkk...tp best best bos tak lepas

1. mukakuninggelaktergoling2
2. mukakuningwifbigL
3. mukakuningjelirlidahmukamasam
4. mukapurplekuortanduk
5. mukakuningtangankatdahisambilwhewww

hahahahahahah

Jan 8, 2006

my new hobby....

:: tiba2 tahun ni i am soooooo teruja with my hobby....austria swarovski....



sorry for the quality of the pixs...guna hp jer (when are we gonna buy the new charger dear?) pix 1 and 2 i bought it in sabah..and pix 3 is a creation frm madam cheeky herself..hahahha. i have another few sets of beads (purple and pink)..but not enough rondelles (learning few new vocabs in bracelet making olaydi) to make it even more bling bling. yesterday met the beads supplier...a very nice girl who at first was just doin it as a hobby. i learn quite a lot frm her yesterday....wahh!!! ingatkan senang jer nak buat bracelet ni....now i'm having a 2nd thought abt something. anyway, i have ordered another set of beads frm ebay...and it will arrive at my letterbox dis wednesday. buying frm ebay is the cheapest actually. pixs above are actually the stretchable type. i prefer stretchable sbb senang nak pakai bukak...tp kalau nak buat over bling bling sikit have to use the tiger wire (another new vocab)...yg nak guna tiger wire ni yg nak kena belajar...and believe it or not...the girl is gonna teach me in special class...ahahahha....am i for real...we'll see!!! i have already spent like RMXXX buying the beads, wire etc...gosh!!! dlm byk2 hobi apsal hobi yg mahal ni yg melekat!!!!

Jan 6, 2006

mukakuningtukormerah

:: i am so pissed of when ppl are questioning my ability in work and this is not the kind of work that i am paid for. i was asked to do it voluntarily. i got this FOC part-time-job here in the ministry. and my next assignment requires me to do it in 100% english (and this is not the 1st time). then somebody was actually asking a friend of mine abt my fluency in english language and again this is not the first time...it happen all the time, ppl will eventually ask the same question!!! ok i know...my english is getting frm bad to worse (in writing esp)...tp tak yah la nak tanyer2 kan...kalau dah top mgt suggested my name of course la i can do it. not to blame the person who ask actually coz she's new...ahahah...but still...i'm mad!!! other than that, i hate this FOC job....argghhh!!!! mana nak cari baju shantek ni!!! semua dah penah guna!!! this event is the biggest so far....involving as**n campur tiga.....bowringg!!! bila surat chenta nak sampai ni??!!!

Jan 2, 2006

2nd January 2005

i know it is already the second day of year 06 but i hope it is still not too late to wish my blog readers a very Happy New Year...and may this year bring joy and happiness to all of you (typical new year wish). now, did i manage to fulfill my 05 resolutions?? hmm...i dunno coz i think i forgot what is it...hhahaha. but anyway, it is a culture that every year everybody must make a new list of resolutions...so here's mine (i hope i wont forget it by end of 06 since i have it written here) and this is not all. of course i wont list down the typical every year resolutions u know what.

1. new hairstyle and colour - done!!! (seriously this IS my new year resolution)
2. get more organized at work...5S!!!
3. stop procastinating
4. control my temper (i said control instead of stop losing my temper...u know a person patience has its limit)
5. cut down fine dining and save more (same goes to u dear!!)
6. discipline on saving
7. no more impulse buying (same goes to u dear)
8. be a good daughter-in-law (mukakuninggarudagu)
9. renew my roadtax yg dah kiok for almost 2 weeks

thats it???? nope....the list will continue frm time to time. and of course not all are meant for public view. but anyway, in conjuction with the 9th M'sian Plan this yr....i've decided to have our very own Geniuses Plan (geniuses???). it is a five year plan and this is goin to be our 1st Geniuses Plan (giler poyo!!):

1. buy a landed property: usj vs damansara vs putrajaya (somehow we've decided that its goin to be in putrajaya..will blog abt dis later)
2. financial freedom
3. perform umrah
4. master maybe for mrs evil (of course using the taxpayer money)
5. a baby belling oven
6. migrate to ostolia???

and of course the list will continue frm time to time. so i guess thats it. i hope i can review it by end of this yr since i have it written here black and white...InsyaAllah! anyway, i've made plan to just stay at home and do some home makeover during this long weekend break. but yesterday, munchkin get bored and decided to go to OU. there shudn't be any buying-shopping-big spending activity but look what he got for our home shweet home.......



a medium size oil painting! and i didnt influence him at all. he saw. he like . he choose. he pay. and i smile!! the end.

p/s: saw the news just now abt fa*ruz fauz* got married to a 19yr old girl. this boy is the brother of a fren frm 3P whom i never talk to (kan asada?). his comment "saya dah 22 tahun hidup membujang blah blah boleh blah"...something funny abt that statement...dont u think so??? i mean i dunt mind if ur already 30 or 40 plus2...baru kena ayat tuh "saya dah 40 tahun hidup membujang blah blah blah"

Dec 30, 2005

2006 Hopes

I was reading the Star today and there was an article about the things this writer hopes some changes in 2006...So then it struck me...i'm never good in following my dream..my aspiration..new yr resolution BS...i've been having new resolution for pretty much every yr but did not fulfill it..So..this yr i decided to not to have any resolution..period..just let things happen...if opportunity arrives..i'll just wing it..

Talking about opportunity, I was offered to join another dept earlier this month by a friend of mine..It was too good to be true...the pay is ok, the pipeline is there..the work is more interesting..the perks..free 1 week trip to Las Vegas this coming Jan...and basically every yr after that...crap...i'm must be dreaming...But in the end..I turned it down. I told this dude, sorry..i'm not prepared..coz i'm thinking to stay in the same role for at least 2 yrs...Well, I hope i'm not regretting my decision....

Next yr gonna an interesting yr..Since I'm not good in fulfilling my own resolution..it's better for Malaysian to have a standard resolution spread among us...meaning..if we failed..we failed together..hehehe

1. Stop smoking..yeah rite!!
2. Civilized driving...not with one hand holding a hp and the other a stick of ciggies...
3. Be health concious...exercise more...burn those flabs...stop smoking damn it!!
4. Less smsing....i kinda noticed most of us tend to talking using texts....gosh..my sister have her hp in front of her for any incoming sms..lets just talk like normal people...COMMUNICATEEEE
5. Civic minded when you're staying in a apartment...dun just let ur kids running around painting graffiti around the walls...at least the Western ppl can draw really cool stuff...this bunch of kids kept on writing new words they recently found in some lame dictionary and just wanna show of their superior vocabs...gimme a break
6. Public toilet is one thing..but lifts..c'mon..its not a dumpsite....grow up!!
7. Lesser taxes...more efficient on govt spending....wifey..u know what i'm talking about..i'm the freakin taxpayer here..ok!
8. Donate more..we're Malaysian never lack of this spirit...
9. Pay ur summonses...do not encourgae graft...except for some desperate cases..hehehe
10. Don't let me start talking about the traffic these days....

Dec 24, 2005

::::::

goin to kk alone without my munchkin is indeed very boring. touch down at kk airport around 12noon and mr T is already there waiting. he is goin to be my driver for the whole 3 days. nice guy and suddenly i can actually communicate using the sabahan dialect. check in at the hotel....rehat sekejap...and 1 clock plus plus dah gerak gi fillipino market. around 10 - 15 minutes walk to reach there. dunno why but im not that excited upon entering the market. maybe becoz of the smell. sapa yg brooch freak musti gile masuk tpt ni. i used to be a brooch freak..u know buying brooches that matches the color of ur tudung or baju....those were days. but then, goin to this market and looking at the colourful cheap brooch without even buying it is something not right. so i just shop just for the sake of shopping not becoz i need it. halfway shopping i realise i'm only left wif 50 bucks...aiyark...tak cukup....ask around where is the nearest atm...hmm...have to cross 2 mainroads to get to the nearest bank....belasahhh!!! rasa mcm lonely planet la plak kan. on my way back frm the bank terjumpa this one restoren yg agak happening so decided to have my late lunch there. the waitress suggested nasi goreng lalap. cheeky's comment: they call it nasi goreng lalap but it is actually the normal nasi goreng ayam wif extra kuah kacang. lepas lunch dah dapat energy sambung shopping.....to cut short...got 8 pairs of brooch for myself...1 pair each for ummi and MIL...2 pairs of pearl's bracelets and 3 pairs of austria swarovski crsytal bracelets. 5pm went straight back to the hotel...exhausted. that nite decided just to stay in the room and had one pack of limau barli i bought on my back frm the market. got a call frm the organizer checking out on me...told him my abt my splendid afternoon and he was like...kamu berani yaa....nanti kena jual bah baru kau tau!!! hello....i'm here...so tak kena jual la kannn. the following day is the meeting day and a visit to the site at kol*pis a.k.a kueh lopes. pix on the right shows the progress of the site...nothing actually...just tiang and tiangs. this pencawang is expected to be completed in june...which is as commented by almost everybody IMPOSSIBLE!!! arrive at the hotel near to 5...was thinking of goin to the market again tapi mcm tak larat. that nite we had our dinner at this one seafood rest...the only thing nice is their soft crab. the rest so-so but their dessert is awful. imagine having a melted version of peanut butter to be eaten like a bubur kacang...yek yekkk!! boleh tgk muka semua terbeliak biji mata at their first taste of this "bubur peanut butter". final day...balik!!! on my way to the airport, ask Mr T to drop me at the market coz i want to borong limau barli...I LIKE LIMAU BARLI. while waiting for my flight, caught a glimpse of datuq..shoot...why is he out frm that room so soon. quickly i have to hide the denim jacket im wearing...tak sesweiii. nak masuk plane tu he was explaining abt this rainfall thingy that causes the big flood in perlis n kedah..me of course tak paham...tapi layannnnn....zzzzz....pingsan!!!!!

Dec 20, 2005

Brian Scudamore of 1-800-GOT-JUNK?

From Scott Allen, Your Guide to Entrepreneurs.

One man's trash, and then another, and then another, and then another...
Start up capital - USD700
Established - 1989
Education - Uni drop out
2004 turnover - >USD30 million
Brian Scudamore started his company 1-800-GOT-JUNK? in 1989 straight out of high school with $700 and a beat-up old pick-up truck. Today they have 95 franchise partners across North America with a true national presence, they are in 47 of North America's top 50 cities.
Scudamore was a risk-taker, but firm in his vision. "With a vision of creating the 'FedEx' of junk removal," says Scudamore, "I dropped out of University with just one year left to become a fulltime JUNKMAN!

Yes, my father, a liver transplant surgeon, was not impressed to say the least." He chuckles,
"He is on my side now."Many entrepreneurs minimize their risks by outsourcing to contractors. Scudamore chose a different route."I hired my first employee a week after I started. I knew I needed the help. His name was David Sniderman , a good friend of mine. I really didn’t know yet how to hire so I just asked a buddy." It may have started as a matter of simply not knowing what else to do, but it became a philosophical issue for him. "On a bigger level, I always believed in hiring people vs. contract or consultants. I felt that if I wasn’t willing to make the investment then I was questioning my own faith in the business."On the other hand, he's a big believer in letting other people share some of the risk.

His choice of franchising as a business model allowed him rapid growth without having to turn to outside investors or other funding sources."It’s the ultimate leverage model. People pay you a fee up-front to help them grow. Rather than lose control my vision by going public, I chose franchising. It's the ultimate growth model."Their recipe for success has been simple.
Take a fragmented business, add clean shiny trucks that act as mobile billboards, uniformed drivers, on-time service and up-front rates, and then mix in with a culture that is young, fun and completely focused on solid, healthy growth. He has managed to retain 100% ownership and bootstrapped the business solely out of cash flow, something that is very rare these days.

Although this is a simple business, they couldn't possibly have grown this quickly without technology. Taking a low tech business and putting a high tech spin on it allowed them to rapidly distinguish themselves from their competition. All calls come into a central 1-800-GOT-JUNK? call center where they do all the booking and dispatch for their franchise partners. Franchise partners then assess all of their real time reports, schedules, customer info, etc., off of JUNKNET, their corporate intranet. This allows franchise partners to get into business quickly, and to focus solely on growth, working on the business vs. working in the business.1-800-GOT-JUNK? does about $32 Million in 2004, not a bad return on a $700.00 investment! Brian's BHAG (Big Hairy Audacious Goal) is $100 million and 250 franchise partners by Dec 31st, 2006. He says confidently, "We will get there."

p/s : Me..too lazy too blog..so how am I gonna make my 1st million..sheessh

Romah Ku Syurga Ku

by now i'm sure everyone of u dah tau pasal banjir buruk kat AS. how buruk is buruk...well...sangat buruk....even my house yg dok sebelah main road pun naik air sampai betis. to make matter worse, my parents kat kl. after receiving a call frm my cousin, last nite around 8.30pm terus balik kedah. nasib baik my bro boleh jadi supir. and nasib baik jugak lil kelly kena stay behind becoz according to my mum air sangat deras kat main road. they reach AS around 2.45 am and have to park their car at I*tana A*ak B*kit and walk all the way sampai umah. imagine my parents age over 60 have to walk almost 1km at that hr...sedih sangat!!!! sampai umah as expected...air naik sampai dining hall....lg sikit lg nak sampai living hall. letrik ngan water supply mmg zero!! im planning to go back to AS this weekend....tp at the current condition of the hse umi tak bagi. tgk lah dis friday after balik KK......sedeynyerrr

Dec 16, 2005

friends

:: mlm ni nak gerak gi trg mencari ketenangan jiwa. hari ahad plak ke melaka nak mencari kedamaian. hari rabu pulak nak ke sabah mencari diri sendiri....yek tuiiiiiiiiiii!!! but anyway, i lurve u munchkin dear...

:: remember my ptk nyer angka giliran and ic no that ends wif 44. skang ni nak berangan tgk surat cinta dengan tajuk utama *44!!!! ~beranganmode~

btw, thanks dear for the ST cheque....i *mukakuningmataterbeliakgeleng2angguk2* sebentar...leh kaver my trip to kk

Dec 15, 2005

mei

nak buat cam fara gak...2 entry in a day...dpt ni dr fara and terus ker kaklady....anyway....mana yg bold tuh...rasanyer mmg betol!!! yg lain...no comment....ader yg diharapkan betol...ada jugak yg diharapkan sangat tidak betol...AMINNN

MEI

Keras hati & degil.
Kuat semangat & bermotivasi tinggi.
Pemikiran yang tajam.
Mudah marah apabila tidak dikawal.
Pandai menarik hati & perhatian orang lain .
Perasaan yang amat mendalam.
Cantik dari segi mental & fizikal.
Tidak perlu dimotivasikan.
Tetap pendirian, tetapi mudah dipengaruhi oleh orang lain.
Mudah dipujuk.
Bersikap sistematik (otak kiri).
Suka berangan.
Kuat daya firasat memahami apa yang terlintas di hati orang lain tanpa diberitahu.
Bahagian telinga & leher mudah diserang penyakit.
Daya khayalan yang tinggi.
Permikiran yang tajam.
Pandai berdebat.
Fizikal yang baik.
Kelemahan sistem pernafasan.
Suka sastera, seni & muzik serta melancong.
Tidak berapa suka duduk di rumah.
Tidak boleh duduk diam.
Tidak punya ramai anak.
Rajin dan bersemangat tinggi.
Agak boros.

lalalalalala

:: smalam masa dapat arahan kena gi sabah next week.....eiii mencik nyerr menciknyerrrr. hari ni....eiii suka nyerr sukanyerrr...yeay yeayyy....shopping time!!! alkisah hotel ku itu just a walking distance frm filipino market. so munchkin dear....wanna come or not???

:: hr ni dgr cerita ader orang - orang di negeri - negeri mendapat surat - surat berbaur cinta...wahhh best nyer!!!!! now, i'm waiting for mine to arrive. tak boleh terlalu mengharap tapi apa salahnyer kalau kiter berangan. bak kata raja ema....

Angan-angan
Biarlah berbatasan
Jangan sampai penantian
Berpanjangan
Angan-angan
Hanya indah dikhayalan
Yang harus engkau hadapi
Kenyataan

Dec 13, 2005

lihatlah doniaaaa

setuju ngan zaza kalau ujung tahun ni org kewangan/pembangunan la yg paling busy. tak macam org yg jaga HR kat kementerian itu dan org yg jaga "pkpa kot" kat jabatan itu. tgk meja zaza.....tragis giler....my table...hmmmmmmmm:
yg terlindung balik kerusi tuh lg horror kot. tak masuk lagi meja x-rumet yg masih tiada ganti aku hijack utk susun document..ahahhahaha. smalam balik dah 7 lebih....hari ni lg best.....kol 6 dah siap2 nak balik.....dah tutup pc kemas barang masuk beg...tetiba off phone ringing...ahhahaha...cargas lepas tuh KENA on pc balik.....best nyer idopppppp

Dec 12, 2005

headache

it is that time of the year
im having a very terrible headache at this moment
i hate my work
i hate my cat
and i think my cat is feeling the same way too
when can i get out frm this place...WHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
budusssss!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dec 11, 2005

........

::hohohohho....new template...this is the best that i can get. check out cheeky's deco and bites....all green!!!!

::ok...so im supposed to update on my raya open hse, stupid exams and my shopping spree in SSF, IKEA and MV in 3 straight working days...hahahahha....giler!!!! but it is end of the year...so busy wif work...closing account...tons and tons of project payment etc etc. ...so no times for updates. even mr evil pun dah lama tal updates....too busy to get rich!!!

::see drimba down there....hmmm...mcm kotak mancis la plak kan...hopefully bila dah 100% completed it will turn out nice. afflatus was asking mr evil why is the name drimba...let me answer that just to make me feel better....the apt is supposed to be a resort style apartment...with a clubhse...stream..joggin track...and all green!!!so i guess thats why they name it drimba. u shud see the architect's drawing....thats the reason why we jatuh chenta tergolek dog wif drimba. another reason is the nearby housing...u got bayu damansara on ur left....and s'ngor polo club on ur rite...wif all the semi-ds and bungalows......nak beli tak mampu jadi neighbour pun okk la!!

chow

Dec 7, 2005

-later-

Dec 6, 2005

-selasa-

hari ni nyer paper mmg konfirm, 1144 - aras 1 aras 1 die la die laaaaaaaaaaa

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