hate my new retainer...

i am now braces-less
and i hate it so much
hate it becoz i have to wear that setoopid retainer
i thot wearing a retainer is much more easier/comfortable than braces
but nope i was wrong
hate it soo much that me sometimes curik2 tak pakai
my 1st day wearing retainer, i even take it off during my sleep
yes taking it off without even realising it
woke early morning thinking that i swallow it (w'pun tak logic)....panic sekijap
carik punyer carik dah sampai kat tgh katil....sib baik tak bengkok