short update

:: esok ader exam IELTS....11 yrs ago i took the same exam for free but for nothing. and this year i have to take it again using my own pocket money which is not claimable so i better do something...study study study!!! tapi kenapa mood study susah nak sampai ni.

:: my dawai tetiba terkeluar dari landasan...but since it is not painful so malas nak gi dentist. cuma ader rasa sikit uncomfortable bley ader bende sticking out. jgn tetiba dia jadi bengkok itu baru sakit yg amat. hopefully tak ganggu my speaking test 2morrow

:: masa short nap just now tetiba dpt nitemare. i'm glad i remember it sbb org cakap kalau kiter ingat mimpi kiter bende tuh takkan berlaku.

my disease

i am not feeling very well
i've been having this Superiority Complex Syndrom
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However, saya BANGKANG statement ini:

"Berbanding dengan para penjawat PT*D ini, mereka biasanya direkrut daripada pelajar jurusan Sastera atau Kemanusiaan di universiti tempatan. Setelah dilatih dalam tempoh tertentu, maka mereka akan bekerja berasaskan waktu pejabat. Tepat loceng berbunyi jam lima petang mereka akan keluar pejabat dan mempunyai masa bersantai-santai di rumah."

Ofis saya takdak loceng....ofis zaman skang mana ada loceng. kalau kat tuuuuuttttt tuh mmg la pakai loceng. hahahahaha...well the loceng is not the issue here

dan utk statement ini plak:

"Namun demikian, proses kenaikan pangkat mereka amat luar biasa. Setelah tiga atau empat tahun berada dalam tangga gaji 41, mereka akan terus dinaikkan ke tangga 44. Belum sampai 10 tahun berkhidmat, mereka telah mencapai 48, berbanding kakitangan awam dari sektor lain yang mungkin sampai pencen pun masih lagi berada di tangga 44 atau 48."

saya cuma nak kata, lenkali jgn masuk closed service.....masuk la open service yg postnyer berlambak2 dan kerja nyer menimbun2. now let me think, me and my frens 41 in 2003, then 2006 plak naik 44...ish ni tunggu masa nak 48 la plak kan. hah!!! kan dah gipang dah.

kesimpulan saya:

susah betol jadik org fofular ni


p/s: harap maklum entry ini dibuat diluar waktu pejabat, bukan di dalam kawasan pejabat dan tidak menggunakan harta pejabat

abt life

::woke up around 2 am and cannot get back to sleep. it is already 5 minutes past 4. well, i better not go to sleep since the driver will be arriving at my doorstep at around 6 am for my daytrip to tapah. and i hope i can survive my meeting without being sleepy. and i really hope it can finish off by noon so that i can reach home early and get my beauty sleep.

::lots of things happen the way it shouldnt be happening. lots of things happen that i have hurt lots of ppl. there's nothing that i can do....or want to do. which is which.... i'll keep in my heart. i just hope life would be easier but i know it is impossible. whatever happen..i will just swallow it. but at least for a moment, let me be the most happiest person ever. how wish i can live my life the way i want it to be without ppl telling me what and how i shud do it. this is really depressing. everything happen at one shot!!


p/s: problems at work have been resolved. i worried for nothing over the weekend.